Loving with Obsession
I been longing for your love
since the time you broke my heart
grieving inside, can't stop,
all I want is for you to come back.
Waking up in the morning,
feels like naked,feeling of agony,
still bother me that much..
It's hard to accept that you left me behind.
My system is shutting down,
I am walking through darkness,
seems to be so fine outside,
but the pain is killing me inside.
At first, Lots of promises you spoken
my heart rejoice hearing those,
expectation arises on my part.
now it's blurry to be in hand.
I say I love you,
and you say you love me too!
when I say, I missed you,
still you've been so responsive.
You say what I want to hear,
you do what I want to see,
but it's never been your choice!
my mistake,'coz I commanded you.
I want to take care of you,
I want you to feel how much you've love,
I wanna grow old with you,
'till the skin get wrinkled.
I have this feeling,
that you have someone else.
but I didn't entertain all the thoughts
I want to believe your words.
No one is to be blame,
is it wrong to love someone like you?
maybe because were just living
in a wrong time and at the wrong place.
Loving you is easy to do,
but forgetting you is so harsh.
I love you with all my heart,
'till nothing's left for my self.
Holding you is never been the answer
giving you up might be,
but how can I be?, when I don't want to?
I don't wanna lose you so badly...
BY: GHEN
